Follow this all at http://www.gearsofmymind.com
When 2012 came around, I decided to make one big New Year’s resolution. I kept it simple. “Be more awesome.” Alright so that’s the Spark Notes version of it. The last two years have been very different for me. I graduated from college and started my first career oriented job. I’ve counted myself successful in both of those areas. Outside of that, however, things have been a toss up for me. I’ve had a great deal of drama with love and am still putting together a life in Portland. I have a handful of friends from college living in the area, so I’ve really hard to start anew. To be honest… it didn’t quite go the way I had hoped it to. I was continually trying to better myself, to motivate myself outside of work, and struggled a little bit. During the summer last year I was finally able to really motivate myself to be dedicated to staying fit, and it was an incredible experience for me.
All of this has played into my resolutions for 2012. As I’ve struggled being out of a relationship (just with all the baggage that comes with a hard breakup after a long relationship), I’ve made this year about me. I want to be a better person. Now, I don’t look at myself and feel ashamed or anything like that. I’m really proud of who I am and where I’ve come in life. But, as any self-respecting individual knows, there is always room for improvement. Broken down, my New Year’s resolution of “Be more awesome” manifests itself in four parts.
- Continually seeking to improve myself and outlook on life.
- Setting fitness and diet goals, reaching them, and creating healthy habits.
- Cooking more and exploring lots of different foods.
- Returning to my one true passion… music.
For each part, I’m going to keep a blog. You can find each up at the top. The most important thing about this resolution is I’m doing it for myself. I’m not trying to impress anyone, not trying to get anyone’s attention. I want to focus on myself and I want to get to know myself better. Happiness is driven from within. I’m happy as it is, but I want to build and expand on it. I’m keeping these blogs for myself, to watch my progress, to put my thoughts to paper (or electronic paper I suppose). And maybe, if anyone is actually reading this, they might relate to some things and set out on their own journey.
As it says at the top, I’m going to keep this blog updated, but I’m also running a much cleaner blog at http://www.gearsofmymind.com. I’ll always put my entries on this blog, but it’ll be easier to follow along at my website.